A walk through the battle ground !! (part 1)

(it's the first part)
When its the dark around..

This world seems to be sleeping around..

I go for a walk.

A walk through my thoughts..

Too many reasons for that !!

I know, I should have slept

But I cant stop..

Oh ! Please don't stop

I need to think around,

Am I leading my life right ?

I know I am driving through storm

Everything is lost..
I ask should I be lost too ?
Some part of me says Yes
But the other says No.
What to do.. Its a fight within !!
How to sleep its a fight within !!
So every night when the night sleeps
I am awake,
On a walk through my thoughts,
A walk through a battle ground.
Its not just thought..
But a walk through the battle ground..



(it's the first part to be continued...)


 

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Lonely Night

Look Around,

Day is passing by..

Night is taking over..

I see the dark around

I am feeling lonely

a little scared.

Oh! Where are you my friend,

hurry up.. come near

come close & hold my hand

I don't want to be left alone.

Everything is disappearing again

This darkness is eating up

I wonder, if

I will disappear too.

But, please hold my hand

I may not see you

But make me feel

You are there

ever and forever

standing by me!!

There is no one

to hear my silence

to see me

to know me

Its all I'm going through now

I am waiting my friend

come and hold me again

 I want to be seen by you

I want to be felt by you

Save me from this monster dark

Oh!! my Friend

Help Me

I might not be there ever

calling you.

I am afraid

This night will kill me

Ease me.

 Oh! my Friend!!

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Fly Again

I am a flier..

But

The wings are broken now..

Like the dreams are broken now..

No one is around to see..

No one is around to feel..

My pain is exploding

Taking my breathe away..

But I know..

I need to live longer..

Its not the end

I need to fly higher

Because I will fly again..

You people with an eye

will see me flying

 And then you all,

a time will make you blind

since, I will fly high &

I will be out of your sight

 Look at me now..

You might not get a chance,

to see me in real.

Because I am the dream.

Long to live

Long to fight

because, now

have got the Broken dreams

& these Broken wings

Let my wound heal

 then I will disappear

Since I will fly again

fly again at the highest

Oh! I am going to FLY AGAIN!!

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When I Need You..

When I need you.. at a time everybody in this world need that someone who can ease them with the several emotional tides going in them. When I say emotional tides I mean the ups and downs of the life.. which we face everyday. Everyday we face something that makes us happy or sometimes sad. But do we not need someone to share each time that we live in? Well.. I need all the time that someone who can really bring the life LIVE.

There's no point of living a life just for self, no one to cheer your happiness, no one to express their sincere condolence when you are all surrounded by just sorrows and loneliness. Well I live my life for That someone who I need at all the time. I know we cant be together all the time but still I don't stop sharing my time with that beautiful, we have miles in between but still my love every time can travel more miles to be with her. For me to be with her it's so simple just close my eyes and be in the world that you want to be. And when I close my eyes the only world I am into, is the world of You & I love. I have so much love to give you and I don't want my time and the distance between us keep us apart even for a minute, since you know life is too short to love someone prettier than love. I will keep closing my eyes to be with my love even when it will be the end of my life. And when I am closing my eyes forever that means I am going to be with my love forever now. No more a distance of miles or a distance of times.
Just Love You Forever.

♥♥

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I Need..

♥♥

As we all know that life is a "STORM" that keeps you blowing with the wind of time. Sometimes it makes you fly high in the SKY or sometimes it throws you to the earth and again it pics you up.. Thats how it keeps going. I am living a life too within that storm. Like the way no one knows next time you gonna be on the earth or may be in the earth or will be flying in the sky high with all your dreams getting true. My life is same, full of uncertainty that keeps your life rocking since you always need to be on your toes to survive, since you just can not get killed either by someone or by yourself. Because its a PRECIOUS life that God has given to learn. But I keep wondering that throughout our life we keep learning things until we die when we will do the last Mathematics of living then exactly we can say that we know most of life. I want to live a day, when I know my certain future. I am not saying that I need some power to change my future but I just need a day, when i can look at people and smile with a thought that I am not one of you who doesn't know that what your coming time gonna bring for you but I am one of them who knows the future, my future. Umm.. The best day to know about will be the day of my death. When only I will know that I am going to die, God is taking off all my pain that I went through my whole life, bearing, crying and dragging my life. I will look at the world with my wet eyes and a little smile on lips saying with a silent word that I am no more going to be a part of you, its enough of the hatred to me by you all. Now with no body and just with a soul I will be loved.. loved again by the GOD.

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Valentine L♥ve

Let my words shed away everything and lay you down upon the silken touch of my verses, my stanzas caressing every inch of your sultry innocence bringing you exquisite pleasures arousing every inch of your body and you open yourself to me like a flower opening to the spring sun and my words penetrate you the way that you wish, filling you with my love, my passion… my desire… making your body shiver in pure bliss till the climactic pleasure floods through you as we now are one soul… one spirit… Entwining your heart to mine is such passion that will never end, making love to you and touching you in one place no other man ever can… your heart. And all you need to share this with you is for you to say one word…. Yes… Yes… Yes.

♥♥

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Its the Kiss..♥♥

Its the kiss when… the world around us dissolves and we become two lost souls. No, found. We become two souls locked in love’s sweet desire… where our hearts sing out serenades of passion. My darling, come and become one with me… Let the inhibitions fade away. Open yourself to my heart’s affections. Let me caress you, cherish you with all I am… Absorbed in our passion and freeing our desires, we succumb to the romance of the moment, showing our hearts’ longing and delighting in the tranquility of love between us. Oh exquisite is the feel, the taste of your naked body while my fingers are tracing your frame so gently so slowly, making your skin tremble… Shortly sweet ecstasy is embraced, words are no longer needed as we engage in a single kiss that speaks a thousand words..

With our hearts soaring on wings of angels, our bodies become one, limbs entwine… Yet it is so much more than mere carnal pleasure. It is a love so true and strong that will last until the end of time.

♥♥

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Valentine..♥

Very often, I sit thinking of you, always thankful for what you mean to me; loving you more each day… I know it’s possible, even when my spirit seems to have no words. Now, I am coming to you… heart in hand one more time just like before… You look deeply Into my eyes, into my soul where nothing escapes your great love. Ever for me hold you close to my heart, sheltering you in my loving arms, delivering to you the warmth of my devotion, Allowing your heart to open to me… And I wonder.. Would you mind if I were yours and you were mine? Would you mind being my Dear Sweet Valentine?

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