Anonymous (part II)

Sometimes, I feel like that God locked me in such a black glass box through which I can see this complete world, and no one can see me. I can feel what they go through but none can feel me. I can see them laughing sharing their happiness but no one cares whether I am happy or not. When the people out are happy gives me a little smile burying the extreme pain inside for not even been able to share my smile with anyone. It all goes inside this black glass. I get all those feelings that they can feel, yet I am so isolated. I cry alone for me and for their pain. I smile alone when they are happy. I scream in this loneliness that I want to be happy, I want someone to be there with me when I am in pain, when I am in tears. Want someone to wipe off my tears. I am screaming for help but none can hear my voice. Its all me inside, its all my loneliness inside.

Living in the walls of your own thought consisting all the emotions waiting to burst out.. but nobody knows whats up with you, that's where you lived that anonymous life. Look at the faces around and ask yourself is there anyone like you, who you think he/she knows you ? And they might have the similar question in their heart too. So that's how we all are different in this world with different feelings, different beauty, different intelligence and everyone is unique ! So do you and so do I. So never judge anyone on your understanding. Give as much love as you can. Because they need more of love than you so don't hate them.

I sit back at the glass and watch days passing by including all festivals and occasions, nobody ever wished me a good day but I wish them all. I ask myself, why I had been hated for too long yet I am surviving in this hope that someday, someone will be a part of me, will share all that I have got. And will give me all their love just to see me smile once. I know that someone, will never let me die alone being anonymous. Don't know when but one day I will share this anonymity with someone anonymous like me.

Do you wait for someone like that ?
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She's the One !


She's the one I am destined to..
She's the one I am in love with..
She's the one without who I can't live..
She's the dream for who I would sleep forever..

I don't think a breath without her..
this world means no more without her.
Oh! God this life, let me live for her..
Oh! God this life, let it end only for her.

Let me born again..
I want to love her again.
B'coz she's the best..
she is the prettiest.

She's my morning and she's the night..
She's my life and she's the death.
She's unique and she's the one..
 She's my truth and she's the fun.

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Anonymous (part I)

You might be thinking why this title "Anonymous", but do you realize ever what life we live. We have got such a huge world with numerous countries and Islands which all together makes a population of 2 billion people.
But do you have that one person in your life who can completely understand you, who can devote all their life just for you and die just for you.

How you will feel like when you will have that one person to unconditionally love you throughout. I know it sounds like a dream coming true but trust me if you ever happen to find that person you will never ever cry out, your life will seem like a bed of roses. Anyways, how strange is it ? You spend whole life finding one person to love you and you can't find one, how unfair is that to mankind !!?

Had been living alone for years in the boundaries of my own thoughts, never found one who could really have taken me out of those boundaries. I feel more pity when someone comes to you stays for a while gives you hope that they will take you out but at the end they leave you making those boundaries more stronger and taller which you can neither jump nor break. The good thing about the walls(boundaries) that nobody can come inside too. So again a lesser hope to find someone for yourself. So you live an anonymous life where no one knows you.

Are you living that Anonymous life too .. ??


p.s. : Second part is also up hope you will like that too.
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Love You More..


When I look into your eyes,
my heart wants to sing a song.
When I feel you close in my heart,
my hand wants to write a song

When you touch me with your love,
my soul wants to love you all (my life).
 When you stand by my side,
my will wants to fight for our life.

When you put your faith in me,
I just be the best in me.
When I see the pain in you.
I just want to die for you.

I just want to love you more,
I just want to feel you more,
I just want to see you more,
(with all your love...)
 I just want you to live me more.
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Let My Heart Break Today !



Let me get mad again,
Let me love that someone again.
She knew I loved her again-n-again.
Even when we could not talk,
Even when we could not see,
Even when we could not touch.
But.. every time we felt,
Felt each other so close..
Just like this "You♥ME".

Let not the day come
when we fall apart..
then we walk apart

when you break my heart

Let that day come today
when you break my heart
Let it be "Today"
'cause dont want my heart to break morrow
when I am in so much love..
Dont want to live without you morrow
Let it be "Today"
'cause let not my heart to break morrow.

There can't be my happiness without you !
There can't be my sorrow without you !
There can't be my morrow without you !
There can't be my today without you !

P.S.: So, let today be the day when you break my heart and go away because I don't want my pity heart to cry tomorrow when I can't find you any more in my life.
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Rain Again


I wish the sky to rain
and I could kiss you again
Stealing you from the crowd
Hiding you in my arms around

Oh! God let the sky rain
let me fall again
again in the love of that wet girl
The rain drops rolling on her lips
making me loose again

People running for shelter
She is looking at me like a melter
My heart is pounding
your eyes staring
staring into my soul

Thinking of this makes me
smile so bright
trying to hold on to you tight
I just can't wait..
wait to see you again
Oh! Sky please rain.. rain again..
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Mist on the Leaf


It was the night
that leaf was alone in the dark
lost in herself
Scared in the dark..
Then the mist fell in her arms!!

They hugged, they kissed, they loved
Loved till the morning
Mist rolled all over
touching and kissing all the corners of leaf
Its the leaf who knew
what she felt through out the night

There it was, the morning
Mist was shining in the light
leaf swinging and blushing
loving each other more was the great fight
Fight of love through out the night

Oh! heat !! Heat of sun was too bad
Mist started to dry
dry like the tears in the eyes of leaf
Leaf started getting still and numb
She could only feel the pain of separation
gonna miss him through out her life

It was the end
mist is yet in the arms
somewhere lost in the veins of leaf
running through the life in her
But she wont ever forget
that night and the fight,
fight of loving more



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My Incomplete Love..


I want to see you like the sun shining
Feel like the warmth in the winter
Touch me like the rain when its raining,
Oh ! I am gonna stand  right there.. 
Wait for you.. passing every season..
Just for you.. and no one else !!

You run through my breath,
making me feel alive..
You crawl through my skin,
making me feel again..
Oh ! You are the love..
Love to wait forever..
Love to be with.. ever..

You are the faith I am gonna keep ever,
You are the time I am gonna live in, ever..
You may see the world with your open eyes
But do see me when you close your eyes ever
You gonna find me.., me smiling there..
Find the only one who only smile for you ever
You gonna find.. I was always there
Watching you being happy or in tears..
Watching you being alone or in crowd..
Oh ! I was always there.. there for you forever..

It's like the incomplete poem..
My life would be so incomplete
So please let her know..
When she is around..
that my waiting is ever.. 
And I am gonna wait forever

***Like this poem ~~ my Love will always be incomplete for you even when I die.. Since I want to love you more and more and this life is not enough to love you completely**
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