Valentine..♥

Very often, I sit thinking of you, always thankful for what you mean to me; loving you more each day… I know it’s possible, even when my spirit seems to have no words. Now, I am coming to you… heart in hand one more time just like before… You look deeply Into my eyes, into my soul where nothing escapes your great love. Ever for me hold you close to my heart, sheltering you in my loving arms, delivering to you the warmth of my devotion, Allowing your heart to open to me… And I wonder.. Would you mind if I were yours and you were mine? Would you mind being my Dear Sweet Valentine?

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What does my three words mean to You ? ☻

Just three little words don’t seem like enough for someone whose smile still brightens my day, whose feeling can make me forget the rest of the world. They don’t seem like enough for someone who’s always been there to be with me when everything goes my way and to hold my hand when my whole world seems to fall apart. But even though “I Love You” can’t express the depth of my feelings for you. I hope you know what’s in my heart. Because loving you means more to me than anything in the world and it always will.. ♥♥

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Just a Friend..

As I sat here I was trying to think of all the times you hurt me and made me cry. . . Hoping and wishing it would make me like you less. But it didn’t. Because all the times I could remember were the ones when you showed me that you cared. . . I didn’t want to believe that you ever did You walk by me everyday and say hello. Everyday you take time out to listen to me. You talk to me, smile at me, laugh with me, and have fun with me. Well, I talk, smile and laugh too, but inside I’m hurting. Deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you and I am only a friend to you..

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Slept Forever :(

I looked up wondering why is she gone
I looked up seeing her face telling me the story
I looked up wondering how it could have been
I Cried out for her name to be found
I Cried out for our love to be born
I Cried for our lives to be true
I Cried out for her voice to be called
I Cried out for her heart to be mine
I demanded for her love
I demanded for my star
I daydreamed that from now on we are never to be
I sat down wondering how comes
I sat down looking at her ways
I sat down seeing the end
I sat down listing to her goodbyes
I sat down wondering why am i in this pain
I sat down thinking how could i love her
I sat down dreaming on how i could love anyone like her
I sat down..& I slept.. slept forever..

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How much longer can I Last ?

Help you through hard times, as you do I but you really don’t know how much I hide, Even though we were the best I really don’t think you can understand, I can’t bear the hurt, I can’t stand the pain.. A feeling of numbness I can’t explain…This is a life in which I walk alone. Full of hope shattered and broken always angry for no reason at all constantly wanting to end this fighting with myself again, and again,.. Sometimes I want this life to end.. But inside me is the worst of all I don’t know how long I can stand for my life Memories of happiness are shooed away But horrible twisted thoughts always stay in mind Nothing I can do.. There’s no hope in the sky I’m a rainstorm filled with dark black skies and a haunting rainfall full of lies I only wish I could make her see I’m trying hard so I can be..♥
Someone, she that can trust and love instead she tells me.. I’m not good enough, everything I do is a wrong decision.. she constantly tells me I’m not living the path that she truly wishes me to live. If I could I’d erase myself from here I wouldn’t have to live this fear i also wish to be always happy, fun, Instead I look at myself in the mirror disappointed in the reflection that appears it’s hard to live when you don’t love who you are.. ☻
Wishing that you could change it all deary day I make a mental note how much would I miss, if I decide to go and how much hurt makes me lean towards the edge is slowly creeping up the hedge How much longer can I last?

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Distance

 Though distance may stand between us now.. the connection we share is yet strong, maybe somehow.. When you pull away from me or turn the energy down.. I am lost and look to feel you, but nowhere are you found.. Still soon I feel your warmth and sense you near.. And know the confusion you feel is a bit more clear.. Fear not my sweetheart ♥ … whether you believe this is real or not.. I am always near and our bond I have not forgotten.. ♥♥
Sleep well my ..perhaps we’ll meet in dreams again..

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For someone so sweet

You changed my world with a blink of an eye
That is something that I can not deny
You put my soul from worst to best
That is why I treasure you my dearest
You just don’t know what you have done for me
You even pushed me to the best that I can be
You really are an angel sent from above
To take care of me and shower with love
When I’m with you I will not cry even a single a tear
And your touch have chased away all of my fear
You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile
It is even better everytime you smile
It so magical those things you’ve made
To bring back my faith that almost fade
Now my life is a dream come true
It all began when I was loved by you
Now I have found what I am looking for
It’s you and your love and nothing more
Co’z you have given me this feeling of contentment
In my life something I’ve never felt
I wish I could talk ’til the end of day
But now I’m running out of things to say
So I’ll end by the line you already know
“I LOVE YOU” more than what I could show..

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LIFE ? ~live the way you want~

Actually, it depends upon you, what meaning you want to give to your life.. How you want to define it(life).. I’m not an expert to tell you what life actually means but have got a taste of it so can discuss a little about it here. I know words will fall short when you start talking about it, no matter whether you are going to write good or bad about you life but i am sure you will not want yourself to finish saying that. But you can’t even help it since your mouth is tired speaking about “Hows Life to you ?”
I guess it’s the most confusing one to answer because even we don't know hows our life ! In simple words ‘we are supposed to live it’ and thats what everyone is doing around here, isn’t it ?
Its not a rocket science that we need to research on. We just need to keep couple of things in mind.. one of them i have already mentioned that “life is really not a rocket science so stop researching about it”, in general, its the universal fact that for everybody in this world “Life is a mystery until we die”, we don't know what and how our next hour will look like. We keep saying that be prepared but be prepared for what ? that is my question, how one can say that my life will be bad next moment so i need to be prepared about that, come what may we need to live that, its as simple as that. I will say to be prepared to make your life better but not to be prepared since it will bring you something bad. So make short goals not a big goals, since bigger goals will seem tough to you, work on short goals to achieve so that even if you could not have been able to achieve that you don't die because of that, and don't forget to keep a backup plan B. It is really important to make sure that we are living a balanced life in terms of everything that we have like health, work, love, family.. just everything because we not only belong to ourselves but we belong to somebody who loves us. And doesn’t matter, i know there will be a lot of people around thinking that really i don't have any one to love BUT i want to ask those people back that Do you love yourself ? if the answer is ‘yes’ then i will say you have people around to love you, and if not then you really not need anyone to love you, And if the answer is NO then sorry you can never be loved, So before you expect yourself to be loved make sure that you love yourself first. Life is never so difficult but we make it difficult by just hammering on our life, we forget that it will pain back, so if you really want to know what Bird is called life just have a look around and watch out those people who doesn’t have anything(beggars) but they are still living and not leaving because they are not losers. They are capable of living their life because they have a hope, hope of getting a better tomorrow with a better food, better day. They don't keep a hope that i will one day take a ride in BMW, no seriously they don't they just want to live. Live with a little happiness and some peace at mind which is not difficult to earn. We as a human should must know where to get this peace from. Because really int this 21st century everybody has their own ass to save, so no one will come to you and say that i will give you peace, we ourselves need to find it. Now the question is where ? the answer is so close in/to you.. like, if i’m a student i will bunk couple of classes to get some peace(but make sure not bunking all the classes), if i am an employee i would take a day off from my work and say that enough of my boss shouting at me everyday.. but doing this always remember what i said we need to prepare ourselves to get a better tomorrow so not supposed to just rest in peace Its OK if we commit mistakes in life since we are not a machine which is programmed, life will always keep throwing to you the opportunities make sure to catch one of them. Never get so disheartened if you couldn’t catch one of them but there are alot to come.
There has been too many words about LIFE, so now i will discuss about it in my later posts.. But remember to lead a happy life.. because you get this life just once !!

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