May be you can't see.. 
the tears in my eyes,
that doesn't mean I can't cry..
May be you didn't know..
I was pretending to smile,
that didn't mean i was happy..
May be you heard me saying..
that i was fine..
it didn't mean that i wasn't hurt..
May be you didn't even know..
that you don't know me,
I understand, doesn't comfort me,
Because I know you don't
even you don't know me..

Through My Eyes

If you could see by my eyes,
you would see a million cries.
A million griefs lost in the smile,
a long road that ends in a mile.

Those eyes full of hopes,
need your hands to cope.
So much they have to cry for,
yet they know its not the time to die for.

Fighting is the only way,
to make your smile win this game.
enlightening yourself everyday,
to make yourself win the fame.

If you could see by my eyes
you would want to cry for cries.
You may not have a million to smile,
But million feelings to share for a while.

P.S.: For those helpless people who need a hand for help, for those people who still has got humanity left in them. Helping them is helping yourself.

Someday Someway

She jumps in my thought,
She pumps in my blood,
every moment I live,
stronger it goes to tie the knot.

I look through the air.
I see a picture of her.
I close my eyes
I see you to my surprise.

You are always high on me,
Just like the sky on me,
You shine through my days,
Like the sun and its rays.

You gonna stay in me,
till my life will stay in me.
No matter what way,
We gonna make it someday.

P.S.: I Miss You

Deep Within

Each breathe of mine,
without you it's not fine.
Most of my life belongs to you,
And the rest is mine.

My life is worthless,
my days are mirthless.
Without You,
That's How I'm 
Without You.

Bring back life to me,
Bring back sense to me.
I'm so cold and numb,
Bring back please, 
get me some.

The tale of me & you is not over,
you are somewhere deep within
Until my love & life is not over.
You'll be all in me,
Somewhere deep within.

She's Been the Love

She's been away,
while I'm left on the way.
She's been far,
just like the shining star.

She's been all,
when I've nothing at all.
She's been the light,
in the lonely scary night.

She's been the hope,
while I've no way to cope.
She's been the wish,
like the Gods grace n bliss.

She's been the only,
When I'm all lonely.
She's been my ever,
For who I can wait forever.

P.S.: I'm missing you so terribly that I can't find life any more in me.. I wont let it end this way.

Different World

Lets make a world,
defined in a different word.
Where emotions're worth,
in the humans on this earth.

Where selfishness is a forgotten term,
and, enemies are some rotten germ.
Where love is in the air,
and, we get so much in fair.

Where eyes get full of happy tears,
and, you get cared for years.
Where life doesn't seem worth leaving,
and, you get one more day for living.

I wanna belong to that world,
where people don't act curled.
Lets define it in a different word,
and make it different world.

P.S.: There was a lot to say but I wanted to keep the poem short. Let me know how you felt reading it?

StrangeRs Again!

Once, on a day,
through the life's way.
You meet one, strangeR,
and they become your life changer.

Doing every possible thing,
to get attached by the string.
Either its running miles,
or even by faking smiles.

StrangeRs become friends,
over & over like trends.
Sharing every laugh,
even the fears & tears, in half.

So one day, you feel,
being more than friends.
So some way, you steal..
heart, being more than trends.

You'll never realize,
the miracles you did.
To make them ever realize,
just happy, all you did.

Hugging, Kissing, cuddling,
time keeps flying away.
Later its puddling or muddling,
life keeps changing away.

Once, on a day,
it becomes a blame game.
somehow or someway,
relationship becomes a lame name.

Taking each other for granted,
or with time you're changing.
feelings aren't strong as planted,
because someone stopped trying.

Over & over once on a day,
tolerance is now enough.
It just happens this way,
its impossible & is now tough.

Someone who you liked the most,
is someone now, hated the most. 
you move on with a life changer,
again just like being the strangeR.

Left with memories,
with some faded times.
Love notes & gestures,
& voices like some faded chimes.

Desperation becomes separation.
Importance becomes ignorance.
Try hard, keep them away from their pain,
before you become strangeRs again.

Once, every day,
remember how you started.
Try your best every way,
Just the way, how you started.

P.S.: Always put the same effort in your relationship which you put in the beginning else you will start being strangers and will even end being strangers.

P.S.: This is my first attempt of writing such a big poem so excuse... But do let me know what you liked or disliked about it.

Morning without You..

When I open my eyes
I see me waking up lonely.
Tears rolling out as my cries
I wipe my tears, 
as I'm alone and only.

C'mon, come to me,
just make some sound.
I wanna feel you near to me,
just make me feel you around.

How am I supposed to be,
when you are not there.
I want you close to me,
like the light and the air.

Oh! baby you're making me pray,
pray for you every moment I'm alive.
I'm without you every passing day,
wanna hold you tight...
until every moment I'm alive..


Sunset & You..

Watching the sun go down,
I see the morning turning to night.
Been missing you so much around,
come back to me & hold on too tight.

You will come back,
breathing with this trust.
Down with memories attack,
craving for you, like this thrust.

Like the reflection of the light,
in my heart you shine.
You're so lovely, You're so bright,
come back to me, wanna make you mine.

I'm watching the sun go down,
thinking of my princess in the crown.
Soon we will be together in the town,
will be watching the sun go down.

This Morning..

This morning in the balcony
When the sun is high and warm..
I stand with all my agony
Yet I woke-up with all the charm..

I know the day, it's so clear
When I'm gonna meet my fear
When I'm gonna feel my dear
I'm waiting for, it's so near

Just few more breath,
And I'm gonna see her in my eyes..
I will have no more death,
I'm gonna hold her with my cries.. 

Words will be so silent,
Action will be so still..
yet we will mean,
the thousand words,
we gonna feel..!!

P.S.: It's just 1% of what gonna happen..

I want you.. want you to know..

I want you.. want you to know..
Don't know when you gonna read my words..
But whenever you read..
I just want you.. want you to know..
That it seems like, part of my heart stopped..
When in me, missing you topped..
I know its temporary..
I know that I will be back..
Back into your arms soon..
Yet its so terrible without you..
Sometimes its next to impossible..
But the feelings of you being with me..
Is yet so alive.. 
I want you.. want you to know, till the time its there..
I will keep me going.. 
I want you.. want you to know, as soon as it will go away..
I will be so crazy & run back wandering for you..
Doesn't matter how far you will go away..
I will get back in your arms, running away..
It's been hours didn't get any of your text..
Didn't even hear your voice..
I want you to know..
That is something making me loose myself away..
I want you.. want you to know..
That I want to create memories with you..
Memories where you can find only me and you.. ♥♥
Memories which wont belong to anyone else..
Memories which wont belong to either of us..
Memories which will be for both of us..
Don't know what you're doing at this time..
When I'm trying to make my words rhyme..
Don' t know even I'm there in your thoughts or not..
But I want you.. want you to know.. 
I just can't get over your thoughts even for a second..
Probably when you will hold my hand..
& will be with me..
Then only I might think of anything else..
or then only I might care for anyone else..
or only then I care for me too..
B'cause that's when I will know..
That you're there with me, too..
But when you're not there..
I want you.. want you to know..
I can't see anything..
Stars don't shine anymore..
Sun doesn't light my day anymore..
I can't feel anything anymore..
I'm getting blind and numb more..
My heartbeats has become a pain..
I want you.. want you to know..
I'm getting cold, just so much without you..
I want you.. want you to know.. 
I miss something in me, so terribly without you..
I want you.. want you to know..
I miss you so much, when I'm without you..
I want you.. want you to know.. 
That's how I am, when I'm without you..
I want you.. want you to know.. I've so much to tell you..
When I'm without you.. I want you.. want you to know.. 
I want you.. want you to know..
that, I want you..

Back In Time

Every second my heart,
rings a bell as alarm.
somewhere it hurts,
but its as good as charm.

I know, we were together,
in the time that passed.
I wish, we could gather,
in the never ending time that lasts.

I want to go back in the time,
when we talked for hours.
The past that has grime,
when we smiled for hours.

Bring back the time to me,
I want to live her more.
Bring back that mine to me,
I want to love her more.

I wont get it fade away,
I'm gonna hold it tight.
She is like a fay away,
One day, I'm gonna hold her tight.


Too Near Even Too Far

I see a girl so beautiful,
no matter what, as usual.
She gonna be the angel,
gonna be the girl so delightful.

She got mysteries in her smile,
though she lives far in miles.
But makes people love and shine,
even though she's not mine.

Too near but even too far,
just like the shining star.
can see but can't touch
as if i'm locked in the bar.

I wish she could see,
I wish she could feel.
I wish she could know,
she is the only one..,
one on my prayer wheel.

I know some day I will be free of that cage who keeps me far.. n will be with you Forever.. ♥♥