Questions to God!

 I wonder why "life" is a web of complicated roads, when everyone has a common start n the common end. Why we are supposed to go through different ways. I don't know what God had in his mind while engineering human but as far as I know everyone meant to be live together like friends in brotherhood. So they are supposed to walk along on the way to death after they are born. But why they get different lives to live. When they can accompany each other like friends and make each other's life simple. Simple to live and simple to die. A life full of simplicity.

Anyways, God gave us what we were supposed to get. We are not one of the best creatures of the God but the most complicated creatures of God because everything that happens here in this world either good or bad humans are responsible for that. I wonder where's God, what role does he play. Is he only supposed to give life and take life. What about the rest, rest that we live. Seems like we are an entertainer to God, isn't it? He just watch us playing our roles and the only role that he plays is to give life and then to take life. I want to scream out and ask to that God we all are your sin, then why do you have to let us live like soulless life? Why we don't see happiness around? Why every human says they aren't happy? Why everyone has got a pain? We spend our life just after one thing i.e., running after happiness. We say that human has got endless desire and that's why humans can never be happy. But I want to ask that God who's sitting somewhere in heaven, who's responsible for making us, when he blessed us with everything then why he had to bless us with endless desire? Is it because he never wanted to see us happy? I tried finding an answer to it but the only answer I got every time is he never wanted us to be happy. :(

Why God? I don't want to be an entertainer to you just take my life and show me hell. Because for now there's no where hell than living on this earth with this life. Take away all I have, let me born again maybe then I can live a desire less life. A life without any wish.

Hope you answer my questions when I happen to meet you!

I guess we all have this question to God, isn't it?

Anonymous (part II)

Sometimes, I feel like that God locked me in such a black glass box through which I can see this complete world, and no one can see me. I can feel what they go through but none can feel me. I can see them laughing sharing their happiness but no one cares whether I am happy or not. When the people out are happy gives me a little smile burying the extreme pain inside for not even been able to share my smile with anyone. It all goes inside this black glass. I get all those feelings that they can feel, yet I am so isolated. I cry alone for me and for their pain. I smile alone when they are happy. I scream in this loneliness that I want to be happy, I want someone to be there with me when I am in pain, when I am in tears. Want someone to wipe off my tears. I am screaming for help but none can hear my voice. Its all me inside, its all my loneliness inside.

Living in the walls of your own thought consisting all the emotions waiting to burst out.. but nobody knows whats up with you, that's where you lived that anonymous life. Look at the faces around and ask yourself is there anyone like you, who you think he/she knows you ? And they might have the similar question in their heart too. So that's how we all are different in this world with different feelings, different beauty, different intelligence and everyone is unique ! So do you and so do I. So never judge anyone on your understanding. Give as much love as you can. Because they need more of love than you so don't hate them.

I sit back at the glass and watch days passing by including all festivals and occasions, nobody ever wished me a good day but I wish them all. I ask myself, why I had been hated for too long yet I am surviving in this hope that someday, someone will be a part of me, will share all that I have got. And will give me all their love just to see me smile once. I know that someone, will never let me die alone being anonymous. Don't know when but one day I will share this anonymity with someone anonymous like me.

Do you wait for someone like that ?

She's the One !

She's the one I am destined to..
She's the one I am in love with..
She's the one without who I can't live..
She's the dream for who I would sleep forever..

I don't think a breath without her..
this world means no more without her.
Oh! God this life, let me live for her..
Oh! God this life, let it end only for her.

Let me born again..
I want to love her again.
B'coz she's the best..
she is the prettiest.

She's my morning and she's the night..
She's my life and she's the death.
She's unique and she's the one..
 She's my truth and she's the fun.


Anonymous (part I)

You might be thinking why this title "Anonymous", but do you realize ever what life we live. We have got such a huge world with numerous countries and Islands which all together makes a population of 2 billion people.
But do you have that one person in your life who can completely understand you, who can devote all their life just for you and die just for you.

How you will feel like when you will have that one person to unconditionally love you throughout. I know it sounds like a dream coming true but trust me if you ever happen to find that person you will never ever cry out, your life will seem like a bed of roses. Anyways, how strange is it ? You spend whole life finding one person to love you and you can't find one, how unfair is that to mankind !!?

Had been living alone for years in the boundaries of my own thoughts, never found one who could really have taken me out of those boundaries. I feel more pity when someone comes to you stays for a while gives you hope that they will take you out but at the end they leave you making those boundaries more stronger and taller which you can neither jump nor break. The good thing about the walls(boundaries) that nobody can come inside too. So again a lesser hope to find someone for yourself. So you live an anonymous life where no one knows you.

Are you living that Anonymous life too .. ??

p.s. : Second part is also up hope you will like that too.

Love You More..

When I look into your eyes,
my heart wants to sing a song.
When I feel you close in my heart,
my hand wants to write a song

When you touch me with your love,
my soul wants to love you all (my life).
 When you stand by my side,
my will wants to fight for our life.

When you put your faith in me,
I just be the best in me.
When I see the pain in you.
I just want to die for you.

I just want to love you more,
I just want to feel you more,
I just want to see you more,
(with all your love...)
 I just want you to live me more.

Let My Heart Break Today !

Let me get mad again,
Let me love that someone again.
She knew I loved her again-n-again.
Even when we could not talk,
Even when we could not see,
Even when we could not touch.
But.. every time we felt,
Felt each other so close..
Just like this "You♥ME".

Let not the day come
when we fall apart..
then we walk apart

when you break my heart

Let that day come today
when you break my heart
Let it be "Today"
'cause dont want my heart to break morrow
when I am in so much love..
Dont want to live without you morrow
Let it be "Today"
'cause let not my heart to break morrow.

There can't be my happiness without you !
There can't be my sorrow without you !
There can't be my morrow without you !
There can't be my today without you !

P.S.: So, let today be the day when you break my heart and go away because I don't want my pity heart to cry tomorrow when I can't find you any more in my life.