Two Strange"R"

What a strange life we have… sometimes very easy to understand and sometimes very difficult to understand.. sometimes very lucky sometimes very unlucky.. but I know that this is life.. Strange Life.
What if one find a strange girl in this strange life.. This is what happend with me.. I found one strange”R” and it has become now so strange for me that I don't know how I can understand that girl so deeply? How I know almost everything about her? But she is the girl who really does not want anyone to show the mirror of her. And I know why she does not want that.. Because she knows everything about her.. she knows what she is.. she wants to keep those things to her.. she knows that this world will damn care about her.. about her feelings.. She does not want herself to show to this dirty world that she had not been happy inside but had been pretending to be happy.. people always find the smile, so good on her lips.. but never cared about why she is bound to wear that smile.. she is not happy inside.. She is the girl who does not want people to have two faces on them but she knows that this world is so bad.. and everybody try to just show there beautiful face but tries to hide the horn on their head which will hurt someone a day..
I now know a girl, she is Strange”R”. But I want to tell you that you are not a stranger for me… I don’t know how I know you but I know you for the fact. I know you don’t like me understanding you and bringing those things up in front of you, which is buried deep inside your beautiful heart. But I keep bringing those and you get angry, you get rude.. but why cant you believe that you got someone like you.. That’s me.. just like you.. but I guess you don’t like it because you wanted to be always unique. But you found that you are not the only one of your type.. but the same God made you.. made me as well with many similarities between us.. I know that strange”R”.. Oh ! God I love to have a Strange”R” who is not a stranger.. please tell her.. not to go away from me.. Thanks for giving me that strange”R”
 

Happy New Year 2013 – Make Resolution

Funny New Year Resolutions:
> I won’t take bath everyday, this is my bit to conserve water.
> I promise to stick to these resolutions for more than a week.
> I will learn what the “resolution” means.
> I will not hang around girls because they think I love them.
> I will not bore my boss by with the same excuse for taking leaves. I will think of some more excuses.
> Will try to smoke more, since it will keep the tobacco workers on their job, & they wont be jobless.
> I promise to be nice to my dog. I won’t starve him to death more than 10 times…. in a month.
> I will stop giving excuses to my girlfriend for being late on every date. And, I am not lying this time.
> I will stop sitting idle. Would rather utilize my precious time by sitting on Facebook.
> I will stop peeping into my girlfriend’s male friends profile on facebook.
> I will change my undergarments everyday.
> I will not stare at other girls, when with my girlfriend, though I am not sure when I’d be alone.
> If someone would ask me for choosing one between Babes and Bikes. Babes, I sympathize with you.
Wackiest New Year Resolutions:
> I will stop biting my nails as some places in my nose have become unreachable.
> I will save money from this new year. And, making missed calls tops my to-do list.
> I will stop sniffing my socks every time I take them off.
> I will try to find out the reason behind me having an email id on almost every e-mail service which exists.
> I will stop irritating my Facebook friends by storming their wall with Farmville updates.
> I will stop changing my profile picture 100 times a day, now I would change it only 10 times.
> I vow to brush my teeth everyday. Oh ! please exclude Sunday from everyday.
> I will stop replying with K, LOL, to my friends’ texts.
Serious New Year Resolutions:
> I will mend broken relationships.
> I will focus more on giving rather than taking.
> I will make it sure to give my love a good night kiss whenever he/she sleeps, and a peck on his/her forehead even before sun’s rays wake him/her up.
> I will quit smoking. Not for me, but for my family.
> I will stand by my love come what may.
> Every morning I would say these words to my Love, “Give me all of your tears and take from me all of my smiles”.
> I would try to become my kid’s best friend.
> I will do my bit to stop corruption in my country.
> I would never ever doubt my Love’s commitment for me. And, this is a resolution for the whole life.
> I will not crib about things, would rather remain content for what has life given to me.
How to make a New Year resolution:
> Although many of us make a New Year resolution at the beginning of a New Year but we do it more out of a custom than with actual planning. Also, people don’t spare much thought in finding out what he/she will actually like to achieve in the year. Hence, the success rate with New Year resolution is actually poor. Some tips therefore can become handy in making your New Year resolution a success.
> Fix your target: What is really important to you? What do you want to achieve in the coming days? Setting your priorities will help you set your New Year’s resolution better.
> Make a realistic promise: When we promise, we promise big, without really considering the possibilities of achieving it at the end. This is one of the major causes of higher failure rate with New Year’s resolutions. Hence, make yourself a realistic promise.
> Make an optimistic promise: Try and look at the positive side of the promise. Leave the negative ideas aside. Hence, instead of saying that ‘I’ll not be late at my appointments’ say ‘henceforth, I’ll reach everywhere in time’. The positive tone will help you improve your chances of success.
> Break down big goals: If you have promised yourself a big thing set small targets at first. Instead of looking at the big task on the whole, taking small steps towards achieving it will help you to reach the target easily.
> Develop other habit: We all know that some habits are hard to change. Hence, the best way to change an old habit is by developing other engagement. If you have decided to quit smoking, find another engagement which will relax you and will take your mind away from smoking.
> Never Forget: What you need to do after you have made the resolution and always keep a track what you have achieved & what yet need to be achieved.


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One in Billions !!


When i was miles away,
I rested in your thoughts..
whispering in your ears,
hugging you tight.. 

lips are sealed tongue is tied,
look into my eyes.. 
read through unspoken words..
holding me so tight..

The one thing that i wanna say
I whisper.. to the one in billions.. 
but you are million miles away.. 
I Love You.. more than the trillions...!!
 

When my eyes are closed..


When my eyes are closed,
take me to a place, so warm and safe
right there, i see your face, your beauty.
even when you are 80,
the beauty that can never be replaced.

A smile to pull out of the grief,
an embrace to feel out of the blue,
a place to hide more..
there i will always be.. 

let the sun burn out and moon to fade
No matter what, will always be there,
the love i have got, will never fade.

when you are alone and sad
go to the place so warm  and safe,
I wait there opening my arms..
patiently waiting even when I'm no more..!
 

The Last Time..


Sitting on the edge of the roof,
all numb to get scared,
hitting up by the proof,
you were the only one..

the one to make me smile,
the one who could give me all her heart,
to make me walk a mile,
even when she is hurt & i'm hurt..

every ounce of my soul,
every drop of my blood here,
would want only you..
if you could be here..

the last time, I would touch,
the last time, I would feel..
the last time, I would hear,
the last time, I would live..
... just in love of you!!
 

Your Smile..



I know there's two faces,
facing different places.
But the feelings, one,
since the heart is one.

Ask your heart once,
If you close your eyes.
Who you want around.
When the emotions are high
whose hug you want around.

I know it's just difficult.
But what makes it impossible.
Hold my hand,
& we will make it possible.

Every smile that I see,
makes it easier.
Every pal with you,
makes it closer.

P.S.: Keep Smiling Love..!!
 

LOST



Where am I looking at,
What am I looking for.
What way to go out,
What way to come in.

Lot of queries to ask,
Lot of memories to erase.
Lot of things unsaid,
Lot of things undone.

This is what we get mad after,
this is what we get sad after.
This is what, was before,
This is what, is today.

We knew all of 'em.
But were still lost yesterday.
& lost untill today.
Will be lost forever untill the time ends!!
 

Questions to God!

 I wonder why "life" is a web of complicated roads, when everyone has a common start n the common end. Why we are supposed to go through different ways. I don't know what God had in his mind while engineering human but as far as I know everyone meant to be live together like friends in brotherhood. So they are supposed to walk along on the way to death after they are born. But why they get different lives to live. When they can accompany each other like friends and make each other's life simple. Simple to live and simple to die. A life full of simplicity.

Anyways, God gave us what we were supposed to get. We are not one of the best creatures of the God but the most complicated creatures of God because everything that happens here in this world either good or bad humans are responsible for that. I wonder where's God, what role does he play. Is he only supposed to give life and take life. What about the rest, rest that we live. Seems like we are an entertainer to God, isn't it? He just watch us playing our roles and the only role that he plays is to give life and then to take life. I want to scream out and ask to that God we all are your sin, then why do you have to let us live like soulless life? Why we don't see happiness around? Why every human says they aren't happy? Why everyone has got a pain? We spend our life just after one thing i.e., running after happiness. We say that human has got endless desire and that's why humans can never be happy. But I want to ask that God who's sitting somewhere in heaven, who's responsible for making us, when he blessed us with everything then why he had to bless us with endless desire? Is it because he never wanted to see us happy? I tried finding an answer to it but the only answer I got every time is he never wanted us to be happy. :(

Why God? I don't want to be an entertainer to you just take my life and show me hell. Because for now there's no where hell than living on this earth with this life. Take away all I have, let me born again maybe then I can live a desire less life. A life without any wish.

Hope you answer my questions when I happen to meet you!

I guess we all have this question to God, isn't it?
 

Anonymous (part II)

Sometimes, I feel like that God locked me in such a black glass box through which I can see this complete world, and no one can see me. I can feel what they go through but none can feel me. I can see them laughing sharing their happiness but no one cares whether I am happy or not. When the people out are happy gives me a little smile burying the extreme pain inside for not even been able to share my smile with anyone. It all goes inside this black glass. I get all those feelings that they can feel, yet I am so isolated. I cry alone for me and for their pain. I smile alone when they are happy. I scream in this loneliness that I want to be happy, I want someone to be there with me when I am in pain, when I am in tears. Want someone to wipe off my tears. I am screaming for help but none can hear my voice. Its all me inside, its all my loneliness inside.

Living in the walls of your own thought consisting all the emotions waiting to burst out.. but nobody knows whats up with you, that's where you lived that anonymous life. Look at the faces around and ask yourself is there anyone like you, who you think he/she knows you ? And they might have the similar question in their heart too. So that's how we all are different in this world with different feelings, different beauty, different intelligence and everyone is unique ! So do you and so do I. So never judge anyone on your understanding. Give as much love as you can. Because they need more of love than you so don't hate them.

I sit back at the glass and watch days passing by including all festivals and occasions, nobody ever wished me a good day but I wish them all. I ask myself, why I had been hated for too long yet I am surviving in this hope that someday, someone will be a part of me, will share all that I have got. And will give me all their love just to see me smile once. I know that someone, will never let me die alone being anonymous. Don't know when but one day I will share this anonymity with someone anonymous like me.

Do you wait for someone like that ?
 

She's the One !


She's the one I am destined to..
She's the one I am in love with..
She's the one without who I can't live..
She's the dream for who I would sleep forever..

I don't think a breath without her..
this world means no more without her.
Oh! God this life, let me live for her..
Oh! God this life, let it end only for her.

Let me born again..
I want to love her again.
B'coz she's the best..
she is the prettiest.

She's my morning and she's the night..
She's my life and she's the death.
She's unique and she's the one..
 She's my truth and she's the fun.

 

Anonymous (part I)

You might be thinking why this title "Anonymous", but do you realize ever what life we live. We have got such a huge world with numerous countries and Islands which all together makes a population of 2 billion people.
But do you have that one person in your life who can completely understand you, who can devote all their life just for you and die just for you.

How you will feel like when you will have that one person to unconditionally love you throughout. I know it sounds like a dream coming true but trust me if you ever happen to find that person you will never ever cry out, your life will seem like a bed of roses. Anyways, how strange is it ? You spend whole life finding one person to love you and you can't find one, how unfair is that to mankind !!?

Had been living alone for years in the boundaries of my own thoughts, never found one who could really have taken me out of those boundaries. I feel more pity when someone comes to you stays for a while gives you hope that they will take you out but at the end they leave you making those boundaries more stronger and taller which you can neither jump nor break. The good thing about the walls(boundaries) that nobody can come inside too. So again a lesser hope to find someone for yourself. So you live an anonymous life where no one knows you.

Are you living that Anonymous life too .. ??


p.s. : Second part is also up hope you will like that too.
 

Love You More..


When I look into your eyes,
my heart wants to sing a song.
When I feel you close in my heart,
my hand wants to write a song

When you touch me with your love,
my soul wants to love you all (my life).
 When you stand by my side,
my will wants to fight for our life.

When you put your faith in me,
I just be the best in me.
When I see the pain in you.
I just want to die for you.

I just want to love you more,
I just want to feel you more,
I just want to see you more,
(with all your love...)
 I just want you to live me more.
 

Let My Heart Break Today !



Let me get mad again,
Let me love that someone again.
She knew I loved her again-n-again.
Even when we could not talk,
Even when we could not see,
Even when we could not touch.
But.. every time we felt,
Felt each other so close..
Just like this "You♥ME".

Let not the day come
when we fall apart..
then we walk apart

when you break my heart

Let that day come today
when you break my heart
Let it be "Today"
'cause dont want my heart to break morrow
when I am in so much love..
Dont want to live without you morrow
Let it be "Today"
'cause let not my heart to break morrow.

There can't be my happiness without you !
There can't be my sorrow without you !
There can't be my morrow without you !
There can't be my today without you !

P.S.: So, let today be the day when you break my heart and go away because I don't want my pity heart to cry tomorrow when I can't find you any more in my life.
 

Rain Again


I wish the sky to rain
and I could kiss you again
Stealing you from the crowd
Hiding you in my arms around

Oh! God let the sky rain
let me fall again
again in the love of that wet girl
The rain drops rolling on her lips
making me loose again

People running for shelter
She is looking at me like a melter
My heart is pounding
your eyes staring
staring into my soul

Thinking of this makes me
smile so bright
trying to hold on to you tight
I just can't wait..
wait to see you again
Oh! Sky please rain.. rain again..
 

Mist on the Leaf


It was the night
that leaf was alone in the dark
lost in herself
Scared in the dark..
Then the mist fell in her arms!!

They hugged, they kissed, they loved
Loved till the morning
Mist rolled all over
touching and kissing all the corners of leaf
Its the leaf who knew
what she felt through out the night

There it was, the morning
Mist was shining in the light
leaf swinging and blushing
loving each other more was the great fight
Fight of love through out the night

Oh! heat !! Heat of sun was too bad
Mist started to dry
dry like the tears in the eyes of leaf
Leaf started getting still and numb
She could only feel the pain of separation
gonna miss him through out her life

It was the end
mist is yet in the arms
somewhere lost in the veins of leaf
running through the life in her
But she wont ever forget
that night and the fight,
fight of loving more



 

My Incomplete Love..


I want to see you like the sun shining
Feel like the warmth in the winter
Touch me like the rain when its raining,
Oh ! I am gonna stand  right there.. 
Wait for you.. passing every season..
Just for you.. and no one else !!

You run through my breath,
making me feel alive..
You crawl through my skin,
making me feel again..
Oh ! You are the love..
Love to wait forever..
Love to be with.. ever..

You are the faith I am gonna keep ever,
You are the time I am gonna live in, ever..
You may see the world with your open eyes
But do see me when you close your eyes ever
You gonna find me.., me smiling there..
Find the only one who only smile for you ever
You gonna find.. I was always there
Watching you being happy or in tears..
Watching you being alone or in crowd..
Oh ! I was always there.. there for you forever..

It's like the incomplete poem..
My life would be so incomplete
So please let her know..
When she is around..
that my waiting is ever.. 
And I am gonna wait forever

***Like this poem ~~ my Love will always be incomplete for you even when I die.. Since I want to love you more and more and this life is not enough to love you completely**
 

A walk through the battle ground !! (part 1)


(it's the first part)
When its the dark around..
This world seems to be sleeping around..
I go for a walk.
A walk through my thoughts..
Too many reasons for that !!
I know, I should have slept
But I cant stop..
Oh ! Please don't stop
I need to think around,
Am I leading my life right ?
I know I am driving through storm
Everything is lost..
I ask should I be lost too ?
Some part of me says Yes
But the other says No.
What to do.. Its a fight within !!
How to sleep its a fight within !!
So every night when the night sleeps
I am awake,
On a walk through my thoughts,
A walk through a battle ground.
Its not just thought..
But a walk through the battle ground..



(it's the first part to be continued...)


 

 

Lonely Night

Look Around,
Day is passing by..
Night is taking over..
I see the dark around
I am feeling lonely
a little scared.
Oh! Where are you my friend,
hurry up.. come near
come close & hold my hand
I don't want to be left alone.
Everything is disappearing again
This darkness is eating up
I wonder, if
I will disappear too.
But, please hold my hand
I may not see you
But make me feel
You are there
ever and forever
standing by me!!
There is no one
to hear my silence
to see me
to know me
Its all I'm going through now
I am waiting my friend
come and hold me again
 I want to be seen by you
I want to be felt by you
Save me from this monster dark
Oh!! my Friend
Help Me
I might not be there ever
calling you.
I am afraid
This night will kill me
Ease me.
 Oh! my Friend!!
 

Fly Again

I am a flier..
But
The wings are broken now..
Like the dreams are broken now..
No one is around to see..
No one is around to feel..
My pain is exploding
Taking my breathe away..
But I know..
I need to live longer..
Its not the end
I need to fly higher
Because I will fly again..
You people with an eye
will see me flying
 And then you all,
a time will make you blind
since, I will fly high &
I will be out of your sight
 Look at me now..
You might not get a chance,
to see me in real.
Because I am the dream.
Long to live
Long to fight
because, now
have got the Broken dreams
& these Broken wings
Let my wound heal
 then I will disappear
Since I will fly again
fly again at the highest
Oh! I am going to FLY AGAIN!!





 

When I Need You..

When I need you.. at a time everybody in this world need that someone who can ease them with the several emotional tides going in them. When I say emotional tides I mean the ups and downs of the life.. which we face everyday. Everyday we face something that makes us happy or sometimes sad. But do we not need someone to share each time that we live in? Well.. I need all the time that someone who can really bring the life LIVE.

There's no point of living a life just for self, no one to cheer your happiness, no one to express their sincere condolence when you are all surrounded by just sorrows and loneliness. Well I live my life for That someone who I need at all the time. I know we cant be together all the time but still I don't stop sharing my time with that beautiful, we have miles in between but still my love every time can travel more miles to be with her. For me to be with her it's so simple just close my eyes and be in the world that you want to be. And when I close my eyes the only world I am into, is the world of You & I love. I have so much love to give you and I don't want my time and the distance between us keep us apart even for a minute, since you know life is too short to love someone prettier than love. I will keep closing my eyes to be with my love even when it will be the end of my life. And when I am closing my eyes forever that means I am going to be with my love forever now. No more a distance of miles or a distance of times.
Just Love You Forever.
♥♥
 

I Need..

♥♥
As we all know that life is a "STORM" that keeps you blowing with the wind of time. Sometimes it makes you fly high in the SKY or sometimes it throws you to the earth and again it pics you up.. Thats how it keeps going. I am living a life too within that storm. Like the way no one knows next time you gonna be on the earth or may be in the earth or will be flying in the sky high with all your dreams getting true. My life is same, full of uncertainty that keeps your life rocking since you always need to be on your toes to survive, since you just can not get killed either by someone or by yourself. Because its a PRECIOUS life that God has given to learn. But I keep wondering that throughout our life we keep learning things until we die when we will do the last Mathematics of living then exactly we can say that we know most of life. I want to live a day, when I know my certain future. I am not saying that I need some power to change my future but I just need a day, when i can look at people and smile with a thought that I am not one of you who doesn't know that what your coming time gonna bring for you but I am one of them who knows the future, my future. Umm.. The best day to know about will be the day of my death. When only I will know that I am going to die, God is taking off all my pain that I went through my whole life, bearing, crying and dragging my life. I will look at the world with my wet eyes and a little smile on lips saying with a silent word that I am no more going to be a part of you, its enough of the hatred to me by you all. Now with no body and just with a soul I will be loved.. loved again by the GOD.
♥♥
 

Valentine
L♥ve

Let my words shed away everything and lay you down upon the silken touch of my verses, my stanzas caressing every inch of your sultry innocence bringing you exquisite pleasures arousing every inch of your body and you open yourself to me like a flower opening to the spring sun and my words penetrate you the way that you wish, filling you with my love, my passion… my desire… making your body shiver in pure bliss till the climactic pleasure floods through you as we now are one soul… one spirit… Entwining your heart to mine is such passion that will never end, making love to you and touching you in one place no other man ever can… your heart. And all you need to share this with you is for you to say one word…. Yes… Yes… Yes.
♥♥
 

Its the Kiss..
♥♥

Its the kiss when… the world around us dissolves and we become two lost souls. No, found. We become two souls locked in love’s sweet desire… where our hearts sing out serenades of passion. My darling, come and become one with me… Let the inhibitions fade away. Open yourself to my heart’s affections. Let me caress you, cherish you with all I am… Absorbed in our passion and freeing our desires, we succumb to the romance of the moment, showing our hearts’ longing and delighting in the tranquility of love between us. Oh exquisite is the feel, the taste of your naked body while my fingers are tracing your frame so gently so slowly, making your skin tremble… Shortly sweet ecstasy is embraced, words are no longer needed as we engage in a single kiss that speaks a thousand words..
With our hearts soaring on wings of angels, our bodies become one, limbs entwine… Yet it is so much more than mere carnal pleasure. It is a love so true and strong that will last until the end of time.
♥♥
 

Valentine..♥

Very often, I sit thinking of you, always thankful for what you mean to me; loving you more each day… I know it’s possible, even when my spirit seems to have no words. Now, I am coming to you… heart in hand one more time just like before… You look deeply Into my eyes, into my soul where nothing escapes your great love. Ever for me hold you close to my heart, sheltering you in my loving arms, delivering to you the warmth of my devotion, Allowing your heart to open to me… And I wonder.. Would you mind if I were yours and you were mine? Would you mind being my Dear Sweet Valentine?
 

What does my three words mean to You ? ☻

Just three little words don’t seem like enough for someone whose smile still brightens my day, whose feeling can make me forget the rest of the world. They don’t seem like enough for someone who’s always been there to be with me when everything goes my way and to hold my hand when my whole world seems to fall apart. But even though “I Love You” can’t express the depth of my feelings for you. I hope you know what’s in my heart. Because loving you means more to me than anything in the world and it always will.. ♥♥
 

Just a Friend..

As I sat here I was trying to think of all the times you hurt me and made me cry. . . Hoping and wishing it would make me like you less. But it didn’t. Because all the times I could remember were the ones when you showed me that you cared. . . I didn’t want to believe that you ever did You walk by me everyday and say hello. Everyday you take time out to listen to me. You talk to me, smile at me, laugh with me, and have fun with me. Well, I talk, smile and laugh too, but inside I’m hurting. Deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you and I am only a friend to you..
 

Slept Forever :(

I looked up wondering why is she gone
I looked up seeing her face telling me the story
I looked up wondering how it could have been
I Cried out for her name to be found
I Cried out for our love to be born
I Cried for our lives to be true
I Cried out for her voice to be called
I Cried out for her heart to be mine
I demanded for her love
I demanded for my star
I daydreamed that from now on we are never to be
I sat down wondering how comes
I sat down looking at her ways
I sat down seeing the end
I sat down listing to her goodbyes
I sat down wondering why am i in this pain
I sat down thinking how could i love her
I sat down dreaming on how i could love anyone like her
I sat down..& I slept.. slept forever..
 

How much longer can I Last ?

Help you through hard times, as you do I but you really don’t know how much I hide, Even though we were the best I really don’t think you can understand, I can’t bear the hurt, I can’t stand the pain.. A feeling of numbness I can’t explain…This is a life in which I walk alone. Full of hope shattered and broken always angry for no reason at all constantly wanting to end this fighting with myself again, and again,.. Sometimes I want this life to end.. But inside me is the worst of all I don’t know how long I can stand for my life Memories of happiness are shooed away But horrible twisted thoughts always stay in mind Nothing I can do.. There’s no hope in the sky I’m a rainstorm filled with dark black skies and a haunting rainfall full of lies I only wish I could make her see I’m trying hard so I can be..♥
Someone, she that can trust and love instead she tells me.. I’m not good enough, everything I do is a wrong decision.. she constantly tells me I’m not living the path that she truly wishes me to live. If I could I’d erase myself from here I wouldn’t have to live this fear i also wish to be always happy, fun, Instead I look at myself in the mirror disappointed in the reflection that appears it’s hard to live when you don’t love who you are.. ☻
Wishing that you could change it all deary day I make a mental note how much would I miss, if I decide to go and how much hurt makes me lean towards the edge is slowly creeping up the hedge How much longer can I last?
 

Distance

 Though distance may stand between us now.. the connection we share is yet strong, maybe somehow.. When you pull away from me or turn the energy down.. I am lost and look to feel you, but nowhere are you found.. Still soon I feel your warmth and sense you near.. And know the confusion you feel is a bit more clear.. Fear not my sweetheart ♥ … whether you believe this is real or not.. I am always near and our bond I have not forgotten.. ♥♥
Sleep well my ..perhaps we’ll meet in dreams again..
 

For someone so sweet


You changed my world with a blink of an eye
That is something that I can not deny
You put my soul from worst to best
That is why I treasure you my dearest
You just don’t know what you have done for me
You even pushed me to the best that I can be
You really are an angel sent from above
To take care of me and shower with love
When I’m with you I will not cry even a single a tear
And your touch have chased away all of my fear
You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile
It is even better everytime you smile
It so magical those things you’ve made
To bring back my faith that almost fade
Now my life is a dream come true
It all began when I was loved by you
Now I have found what I am looking for
It’s you and your love and nothing more
Co’z you have given me this feeling of contentment
In my life something I’ve never felt
I wish I could talk ’til the end of day
But now I’m running out of things to say
So I’ll end by the line you already know
“I LOVE YOU” more than what I could show..
 

LIFE ? ~live the way you want~

Actually, it depends upon you, what meaning you want to give to your life.. How you want to define it(life).. I’m not an expert to tell you what life actually means but have got a taste of it so can discuss a little about it here. I know words will fall short when you start talking about it, no matter whether you are going to write good or bad about you life but i am sure you will not want yourself to finish saying that. But you can’t even help it since your mouth is tired speaking about “Hows Life to you ?”
I guess it’s the most confusing one to answer because even we don't know hows our life ! In simple words ‘we are supposed to live it’ and thats what everyone is doing around here, isn’t it ?
Its not a rocket science that we need to research on. We just need to keep couple of things in mind.. one of them i have already mentioned that “life is really not a rocket science so stop researching about it”, in general, its the universal fact that for everybody in this world “Life is a mystery until we die”, we don't know what and how our next hour will look like. We keep saying that be prepared but be prepared for what ? that is my question, how one can say that my life will be bad next moment so i need to be prepared about that, come what may we need to live that, its as simple as that. I will say to be prepared to make your life better but not to be prepared since it will bring you something bad. So make short goals not a big goals, since bigger goals will seem tough to you, work on short goals to achieve so that even if you could not have been able to achieve that you don't die because of that, and don't forget to keep a backup plan B. It is really important to make sure that we are living a balanced life in terms of everything that we have like health, work, love, family.. just everything because we not only belong to ourselves but we belong to somebody who loves us. And doesn’t matter, i know there will be a lot of people around thinking that really i don't have any one to love BUT i want to ask those people back that Do you love yourself ? if the answer is ‘yes’ then i will say you have people around to love you, and if not then you really not need anyone to love you, And if the answer is NO then sorry you can never be loved, So before you expect yourself to be loved make sure that you love yourself first. Life is never so difficult but we make it difficult by just hammering on our life, we forget that it will pain back, so if you really want to know what Bird is called life just have a look around and watch out those people who doesn’t have anything(beggars) but they are still living and not leaving because they are not losers. They are capable of living their life because they have a hope, hope of getting a better tomorrow with a better food, better day. They don't keep a hope that i will one day take a ride in BMW, no seriously they don't they just want to live. Live with a little happiness and some peace at mind which is not difficult to earn. We as a human should must know where to get this peace from. Because really int this 21st century everybody has their own ass to save, so no one will come to you and say that i will give you peace, we ourselves need to find it. Now the question is where ? the answer is so close in/to you.. like, if i’m a student i will bunk couple of classes to get some peace(but make sure not bunking all the classes), if i am an employee i would take a day off from my work and say that enough of my boss shouting at me everyday.. but doing this always remember what i said we need to prepare ourselves to get a better tomorrow so not supposed to just rest in peace :) Its OK if we commit mistakes in life since we are not a machine which is programmed, life will always keep throwing to you the opportunities make sure to catch one of them. Never get so disheartened if you couldn’t catch one of them but there are alot to come.
There has been too many words about LIFE, so now i will discuss about it in my later posts.. But remember to lead a happy life.. because you get this life just once !!